as the days wind down

as the days wind down
my heart beats faster
the want grows more
the pain begins

the end is near..
but there is no beginning with out an
end

as ur best friend..
i feel like life is gettin ahead of you..
your 18, not 24..
love you
syd

take me down for the night
hold my hand..
get me thru the night

broken heart

its crazy to think that the two the broke my heart were in the same room as the one that has my heart and all i could think about was you..

I am feeling...

stressedout
tired
hungry
bored
eyes hurt
stomach`s off

But when i see you..
its all gonna go away..

tunnel

there was a tunnel.
and i was running in it.
you were crying.
i could hear ur voice.
calling my name.
screaming that you missed me.
it was all around me.
i saw the light at the end.
but as i got closer, it got farther..
last night the screaming stopped.
and i got scared.
you were gone.
and the light..
gone with you.

hallways are clear,
perfect time to think.
week ahead:
monday: none
tuesday:anniversary
shit..
wat to do what to do
gift?
card?
poem? last years gift..
fail.
text message..
"who is that wit ur boo at the car?"
prob prom date.
nbd. gotta get that tux
gift,gift gift
(door opens)
damn its hot..
so what should i get i mean its one ye----




him.

slipping

grip slipping
the tears rolling down my face arent helping
i want you to help, but ur tears are adding to the slipage
how can we let this slip?
the paper towels are stting right there..
somebodies gotta pick them up..
you.
or me?

guilty
for wanting to sleep..
what is ur plea..
i want out..

look into my eyes

tell me everything you love about me he said..

look into my eyes.. nothing i say will ever capture how i feel about you.. look into my eyes and everything i want to say or that needs to be said will come out..

everything is everything..
kisses are forever..
touch long lasting...
hugs bring warmth....
but your leaving..


we just got here..

26

26 mins past the alloted time given
busy doing work, hope that i can be forgiven
gonna write two
one for yesterday and today
hoping the hudak will favor my way.

Look me in my eyeS and tell me what you want to.. It's burning ur heart.. Jus. Get it out.. It's only three words. And if it's what ur heart it telling u to say, follow it, that's what they all say to do

lay with me

eyes heavy.
knees weak.
cant look to your face.
eyes on the street.
body screaming for bed.
arms reaching for you.
listen to my heart.
its beating for you.

you are my password
my thought process
my heart
my soul
my first
how can u do this to me.

Caught up

So caught up in the present,
all we needed was that look into the future