I saw your face..
And my life began

and a hush came over the crowd
all i could hear was my heart..
b e a t i n g
like the spelling of these words..
b e a t i n g
just like yours..

Put it behind me.. Gotta get back to where I should be.. But it's hard to speed up the time of that transaction, when your hearts all in but your brain is just a fraction...

Just walk the other way
Eff that.. come to me
After all we been through!
Leave that alone.. I`m here :(
Only one for you.. ME!
U mean more to me then you will ever know..
Stop.. your makin me..

God

they say when rain falls, its God crying..
only God could cry and pacify the heart and mind of man..
thunderstorms bring clarity..

is this supposed to be life?

How am i supposed to have a life when i cant even have my life in my life..
seems like im not living..
i want you back..
but i gotta wait..
waiting sucks..

note to self..
be you because nobody has to live this crazy life but you

heed your own advice
you never know when u might be right.

tell me you love me

i told you to just say it today
and when you told me when you say it
it wont be because i asked you to..
that was just as good as saying it..

complete

anticipation runs thru my veins
my mouth waters with the thought
your scent is everywhere..
24 hrs and you will be here with me..
complete

The Scent

The scent lingered all day. I wanted it to. Its the only thing that brought me back to the afternoon. The laughing. The cuddling. The sex. Everything from the day. The scent reminded me that it was real. The room. The sounds. The kids running around outside. The scent wasnt as strong at first. Brought me back to the beginning. You cleaning your room. Me on your bed. Exhausted. Faking sleep. Hoping you would take the hint to come lay with me. But you didnt. Nothing new. Always keep me waiting for the right moment. The scent leaves the room with you. I fake sleep. Hoping you come lay next to me. Back comes the scent. Strong this time, right under my nose. You cuddle with me. Embraced in my arms. Nuzzeling under my neck. Rubbing the scent. Knowing I will want it later. You look into my eyes. Look down at my lips. Kissing me. The scent was all around me as we twisted and turned in the bed.Caught up in the moment of the love.. Scent stops. Still but still strong. Paranoia struck. Car door? False alarm, neighbor. Whirlwind ends. Back to the calming scent. Nuzzled again under my nose. Giving me more for later. The scent lingered all day.. I wanted it to.. Its the only thing that brought me back to the afternoon..

Other.

I may not be the last person at night.
Or the first person in the morning.
I may not be the first thought.
Or the last.
I may not b told first.
Or at all.
But when its just me and you,
theres no order of importance.
The time we spend together,
Your my everything.. and I`m yours
And even though our hearts stay beating for someone else,
When we are together..
Nothing matters but us..

didnt want to fall for you

just like chocolate on a hots summers day,
even though i dont want it to melt..
it did

i told myself i wouldnt fall for you

just like that chocolate on that summers day,
I didnt want you fall for you..
but i did