last night wasnt a dream
and no matter how many times u tried to wake up,
you were awake the whole time..

Something from my heart.

I love you and not matter what I do, where i go, who im with, i will always love you. You allowed me to love you with all my heart. You never told me no. You never told me to stop. You let my heart come out my shirt and never told me to put it away. I text you meaninglessly but u never told me to stop. You embraced it and grew to love it. You love me and no matter what happens, i will always love you.

Four Days Away

Heart is beating out of control.
Blood is rushing out of my body.
Passion is pouring out of my heart.
Ready to play this game.
But we are four days away.
Wanna Lock Up!
Wanna take that shot!
Wanna pump up the team..
But we are four days away.
Practice isnt cuttin it.
Wanna sellout for the team
Wanna play this game..
But we are four days away

Me

Come with me.
Stay with me.
Breath with me.
See with me.
Love with me.
Cry with me.
Live with me.
Die with me.
Fight with me.
Grow with me.
Love me.

Baby Please Stay

With a blink of an eye, you were gone
But with the taking of a breath you were back
With the flash of a camera, you disappeared
But with the blow of the wind, you appeared
With the strike of your hand, you sent me away
But with the kiss of your lips, you brought me back to you
Back and forth, forth and back
Baby, please stay..

The reason why

I cant understand why I`m crying
Why i want this more than you.
Why i want you to change more then you.
Why i sit here and beg you and u dont
Why i get upset when we talk about things
Why you dont tell me how you feel.
Why when i ask you, you dont tell me..
Why my heart hurts right now
Why in a moment where u need me, you dont call me
Why it takes fighting to wake you up
Why you wont put ur guard down
Why you wont open your heart..
Why I am still here..
Why am i still here?
I love you.
But ur making it impossible
I`m crying because i love you
Everything refers back to I love you..
Answer to the above..
Crying is worth it if the reason is love..

Tomboy
Follower
Indecisive
Retard
Dumb
Weak Minded
Confused
Hard
Absent Minded
Grown
Attitude
Negative

Hello my name is Sydney and according to YOU.. I`m all the above

Once upon a time

Once a upon a time
In a land far away
There lived two children
Named Sydney and Trey
They enjoyed TV
Family Guy the best
They watched it religiously
Before they would rest.
They would laugh and cry
And though there eyes were heavy
They never had to strength to walk away steady
Though their mother complained that the language was foul,
The two children felt that they became closer somehow.
Laugh at the words and the sexual phrases as well,
Who knew that they would get a kick out of "Hell".
Though the mother complains all the time
The kids wil keep watchin every single time
And when they are old, they will look back and smile.
Thanking each other for the time spent worthwhile

Another night without me

I could feel your heart beat last night
It was tense. Steady but yet fast.
Like your body was waiting for something to slow it down.
I could hear your mind racing last night.
It was moving too fast for me to comprehend.
I heard you breathing last night.
You were trying to breath slowly but the pain made it hard.
I felt you drowning last night.
In the sea of all the despair that this love has brought you.
I tasted your tears last night as they ran down your face.
Trying to be held back but slipping with the thought of our love
I held you in my arms last night
And though you were 15 miles away from me,
I felt every emotion you felt as you drifted to sleep
Another night without our love..
Another night with out me..

"good morning baby" I hear this and pull you closer to me. You smell like last night. Our time together was precious last night. We laid together in each others arms and talked bout our future. As the snow fell silently in the city, we got closer to each other;hearing nothing but our hearts beatin to the sound of one anothers. As the snow fall picked up, the room got colder. I pulled you closer to me, before u could feel the chill hit your body. After I did it, you smiled at me; happy I did it.. You looked up at me with those eyes and I knew what you wanted. I kisse the top of your head, soft and sweet with a sensual touch. You snuggle closer to me and I tighten my grip around ur body.. As u drift off to sleep, your heart beat slows down,. Giving you the clue to get us ready for bed. I carry you to the room and place you in your spot on the bed. I go to put you down but you dont loosen your grip,. Tellin me not to leave you.. I promise you I will be back after I change but you insist that I stay.. After giving in, I settle in behind you and stroke your hair until you fall back to sleep. You never let go of my hand as we sleep.. And when I woke up to you, my hand was still in urs.. And urs in mine

Bed not the Same

My bed is not the same,
Since you`ve been away.
My bed is not the same,
Even though i sleep in it everyday.
My bed is not the same,
And i changed my sheets twice
But it will never posses the title of "nice".
Sleep comes less
And my minds always racin`.
Causing me pain for the love i am chasin
My beds not the same.
And i changed everything twice.
And until you come back, it will never be right.

The wind blew with vengence as the rain pelted against my wind sheild. Shaking and swaying with the direction of the wind, my car, affectionately known as the green goblin, trudged on thru the storm. The call came in at 11:22am. I can still hear that voice on the other end. I havent heard it in 7 years but oddly enough, i have been waiting for it. I knew today was going to change my life. Our lives. November 22, 2017. The day i said to wait for 7 years ago. We were in high school. Young and in love. Forced apart by fear. But together still at heart. We kept in contact throughout college.Thru letters and text messages and the occasional AIM. We promised to be together, but yet pinky promised that we would experiencing the joys of college. And though we swore to each other that we would live our lives without the binds of our lost love, neither of us gave in. I dated a couple of people in college. But the second i got close, my heart told me no and shut the door, placing a sign saying in all caps NO VACANCY. I havent heard that voice since high school. The voice that used to wake me up in the morning after a long night. The voice that everytime i heard it, my heart would stop, knowing that a moment with you would take my body somewhere its never been. The voice that called me at 11:22 am on November 22, 2017 and said two words to me.. You promised. Then the line went dead and i knew that this was our time. The time that we had waited 7 years for. The time when our lives would end and our forever would begin...The thoughts running thru my head, I arrive. I see the light in the front window and the shadow. The shadow of my future. The rain picks up as a exit the car and run to the door. I go to ring the doorbell but instead i am greeted by my future. and just like 7 years ago, i repeat the lines i had trademarked since day one.. "when have i ever broke a promise"...

Gametime

Destination Reached
Door Opened
Bag Out
Door Locked
iPod Out
Steps Taken
Reach Door
Knock Hard
iPod Paused
Great Security
Press Play
Open Door
Check Score
Eye Opponent
Greet Team
Share Laughs
Cut Ass
Watch JV
Get Jersey
Put On
Streach Out
Join Hands
Thank God
Game Plan
Hands In
Gametime